How can love?
by
Ambyrhawke Shadowsinger
Copyright  June 29, 2003
All Rights Reserved

How can love be so painful?
A feeling that all was for once right in the world
While you were here,
Yet leaving a hole in my chest
As wide as the miles that separate us.

How can love be so painful,
Yet so impossible to give up?
Knowing the selfless thing would be
Letting you go without a fight.
But when the very thought,
The moment before saying those words came
Such sorrow and agony filled my soul
That I could do nothing
Except remain silent and hold on to hope
However fragile it may be.

Is it strong or stupid
This waiting for you to figure out your heart?
I?m sure I don?t know
Just as I don?t know
If waiting is passing a test or failing
For I?m in the middle of the journey
Rather than the end.

All I know is that while it can bring pain
This love I feel has also brought extreme joy
And the memory of your smile,
Your eyes, and your touch
Are things I can?t help but pray
I will have again and forever.